I just want to rant :(

It's so suffocating and frustrating when you want to quit your job but can't due to contract and circumstances.

I dragged my feet to work every single day and today that feeling is just so much worst.

Okay, maybe i'm having a pre-pms :/

Not sure what to do now.. should i tahan until the end of my contract or like what my husband says, talk to MOM about my contract?

Haiz, confused. Bye, will update again.

Hey, it's been almost a year since i last blog! So surprised that i still remember my blog account login and password!

Guess what, I AM GETTING MARRIED! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Time flies isn't it. I started this blog with full of honeymoon posts of my boyfriend. And now, he's my fiance :') Just 4 more days, he will be my husband (^.^)

Our wedding ceremony will be on 1 December 2018. Apparently, it's a hot date hahaha.

I didn't expect that i will be marrying this man of mine 3 years later. He's so amazing, sweet and patient towards me. He's the pillar to my life. Although i'm always mad at him over small little things, i still can't imagine life without him by my side.

Thank you god for sending me the nicest angel you have.

I know there will still be many obstacles coming our way, but i believe that with my man, we can handle this.

Ok, sign off!

Mrs Chong
22 January 2018

Been soo sensitive recently and everything affects me so much. Decided to do some clearance on negative blogpost and look on the brighter side of my life!
1) My first promotion after one year in the working society! From management trainee to assistant manager (:
2) A very supportive boyfriend who helped me through my hard times,appreciate so much!! Sorry for keep burdening you,my love. & thank you for your love and patience.
3) A very caring mother eventhough part of my life stress is due to her. But i understand that she still care for me a lot a lot.
4) A very a-dog-rable bingo (: who always make me smile after a long day,mommy love you♡
A promise to myself: Stop hurting yourself and love yourself more! TKS fighting!

26.12.2016 Monday

I sat by the window, crying with my left wrist covered in blood. "This is it" I guessed. Soon after, my hero came running by. He held me down from the window, cleaned the blood on my wrist and gave me his best hug.

I had enough of my family. They are driving me nuts. Even when I'm going to die, all they said was "don't care about her, let her be". I called my bf earlier on to save me from my family. Before he arrives, i already did what i shouldn't have done.

This day is a reminder for myself to stay strong no matter what happens. Afterall, i will be spending the rest of my lifetime with my another half and not my current family. A life lesson to myself, a scar to remember.

I need someone to be my friend, someone who won't run away. Maybe send me an angel, the nicest angel you have. –Lilo